See Yaaa Miss "Man-Flu".

I haven't published a blog for a while. Not because I haven't written any, but because none have been worthy of gracing these lovely pages. My writing has had a bit of a "man flu" syndrome...you know the type - feeling sorry for themselves, thinking they are the most hard done ill people in the world etc. Yeah that was me. I was writing as though the world was against me, when in reality it was simple. It was just because I wasn't happy. No need to blame the world was it? What has the poor old world ever done to me.

So am I happy now? Well yes I suppose I am. I think sometimes we all spend too much of our lives focused on aspects that we shouldn't, trying to be people we aren't or trying to achieve things that are more detrimental to our being rather than to our success. Our actions as humans, which most of us are, are usually the cause to our own paths of destruction. But how boring would life be if we didn't have these wars with ourselves? How would be learn what "not" to do? How would we broaden our minds to a new way of thinking and perceptions etc?

Funny isn't it.

Life is busy for me at the moment. I'm working away a lot, having hectic 14 hour days and having to deal with people issues that I rather wouldn't. But I'm away from Liverpool and it couldn't have come at a better time. I miss normality but I don't miss the routine. I'm actually having a really good time with my work colleagues, getting to know them on a new level (yeah some levels should still remain unknown though...cringe!) I'm seeing a different city each day, meeting new people all the time and actually laughing more than I have in a long time. That proper belly laugh, that for once isn't hiding the "pissed off me" inside. Sooooo, I have so many things that I can't wait to blog about, so watch this space.

Topics coming up:
Long distance relationships - can they work?
Money or Love. Why some girls differ?
My Christmas wish list.

It's all fabulous x

P.S as I'm writing this I'm in the south of England in what sounds like a torrential wind and rain storm. Great. No sleep for me. May be publishing another blog sooner than I thought. night night x