London, you've got a lot of explaining to do! :-(

Why when you having as good week does something have to go and happen to make you feel like crap?

Ok, I may be over exaggerating but my best friend is moving to London and I’m gutted.  I know it’s the right thing to do for his career and everything else, Liverpool can be a small minded city and this guy has got bigger ambitions. But, I’m being selfish writing this because I’ve got that sickly feeling in my stomach, because I am going to miss him soooo much. 

I know London is only a few hours away but I see this guy almost every day, we have such a scream and he is one of the few genuine friends I have got.  He has this ability when I’m feeling down to snap me out of it and I’ve never met somebody who can make me laugh so much by just being himself.

He is the only guy friend I have got who I can be 100% myself with and he knows me better than any other.  I can say something to him and he knows that I’m thinking something else.  Bit of a pain sometimes, because I can’t get anything past him haha!  He is also an extremely loyal friend, he is honest with me to the core, even if what he has to tell me may hurt me in the short run, if he thinks it’s in my best interests he would never hide anything from me.

So, I feel like I’m soon to lose a left arm.  He is desperately trying to get me to move to London but at the moment it just wouldn’t make sense, one day maybe.  Over the past year, some of my closest friends have moved away, I’m really happy for them, but secretly the selfish part of me hates that they are not here anymore; just round the corner for a coffee or a last minute Saturday night out.

I’m sure I’ll cope (due the fact I have no other option!!!), but I hate thinking that he isn’t going to be “just there”, I think being single and living alone he has become my “safety blanket”.  My boy-friend who isn’t my boyfriend!  I’m being dumped for the bright lights of London! Heartbreaking!! Haha!

So, anyway, I have an exciting weekend planned that I’m sure will take my mind off things and a workload at the minute that depresses me every time I think of how many hours I’m going to be working up until Christmas.  Boy, all doom and gloom this week isn’t it! Thank god for retail therapy!

Its all fabulous x

P.S.

Things I’m loving this week.

• Twitter (making me think I should reveal my identity on my blog so I can have just one account instead of two!)
• Christine Perri
• Vanilla Lattes
• My “fingers crossed” new apartment...
• Heated car seats.

xxx